debaran

saat melangkah hati ku berdebar.
tangan berpeluh.
menggeletar.
fikiran melayang.








namun ku gagahkan diri.
nak takut apa.
bukan hantu kejar aku pun.



saat melangkah,
bismillah diucap.
selawat dihati.
jari lincah menekan.
mohon dipermudahkan segalanya.
selesai semua.
aku pejamkan mata.






















Alhamdulillah.
lulus ujian komputer.
lesen L semakin menghampiri.
senyum nampak gigi aku hari ni.

emo jap

layan exo - miracle in december. emo jap.



perasaan di hati jangan dilayan.
takut jiwa nanti sakit dijerut.
kalau kau tak mampu nak kawal hati perasaan.
better kau back off dari layan kata hati yang tak menentu.
sebab sekali kau rasa sakit,
aku cakap serius dengan kau,





















bukan mudah nak hilangkan rasa sakit tu.
aku ulang,

bukan.  mudah.

rasa hati.

kita akan sedih tengok kawan kita tak berjaya.

tapi,


kita akan lagi sedih kalau kita tengok kawan kita berjaya.
mungkin sebab kita juga ingin berada di tempat mereka.
















rezeki orang lain lain.
rezeki kau mungkin sekarang.
rezeki aku mungkin nanti.
kita tak tahu.
semuanya terletak pada aturan Maha Esa.
InsyaAllah.
keep the faith.
never lose hope.
sedih menonggeng takde guna.
bukan boleh ubah nasib.
betul tak?
aku cuba keep positive.
senyum nampak gigi  biar tak nampak gundah.
hati hati berjalan.
takut tersandung tersembam jalan.
nanti hidup separuh jalan.
hidup nanti penuh penyesalan.
baru kau belajar erti sesalan.




betul kata kembarku, kalau emo mmg kau jadi ahli puitis tak bertauliah hahaha k boo.

mohon tabah dan sabar, sharina.
ingat, keep the faith.
keep believing.
and pls,
never lose hope.




Assalammualaikum.

rising up

"the sun is coming. . .

 to shine you up"

so please,

"smile. 

brace yourself"

and mostly be happy. 

may the shine comes

"don't worry.
it might be stormy and raining now"



"but........"




"the shine will come. it will"





and so, im waiting for the sun to rise and shine me up. a couple days ago was like a bunch of worst day for me. i'v been so stressed out with all the problems that seems to chase me all around and i can't even have the chance to get away. know what i mean?

it's sucks really. to see yourself crying.

i even vow to myself to stop crying. but, how can i stop my emotions?
you know. . i literally tried to be strong. i tried so hard. but when the problems came and hit me up straight to my face. i got weaker. it was hard to keep your feelings bottled up inside. you want to talk about it with someone but you just can't. you can feel you chest is hurt. it was like there was something burning inside it. the pain. .it was so hurt. you can feel yourself was bleeding so much. and i can't help it.
i can't help myself.
so i cried.



alone.









sometimes, i really though to myself sometimes that i was so effing pathetic and weak.


am i?
























i don't have the answer.
do you?